Last night lying together after some interpersonal relations if you will, my GF starts asking me how many times I'd masturbated in the last week (she's been away) she also asked if I'd watched "that fat lady" again (I showed her a Lucy V video once when she wanted to know what I watched)
Then we went onto what else I like to watch and I revealed I like to watch videos with girls playing with their bellies and I never watch anything with skinny girls. She was a little bemused but not surprised because I love playing with her belly, but so far so good.
We chatted about other stuff then I thought fuck it now's the time to get everything out. I said I'm into girls gaining weight, starting off skinny and getting chunky etc. From that she deduces that I must watch fat girls eat (sounding a bit concerned now) I said yes but I'm not really into that it just comes with the territory but I do like seeing clothes that don't fit anymore.
Now the problem starts. She asked me if I would like her to be like that and I said no I'd never ask her to do anything like that.
"Good because if you did I would leave you"
Not exactly the reaction I was hoping for. Then the classic would I still find her attractive if she lost weight, why didn't you go for a bigger girl, etc. For reference she's about 5'7 and 90Kg but she's got big legs so not as squishy as you might expect. We talked a bit more and I think everything's all good but I can't help but feel like I've fucked up and I feel terrible because now she probably thinks I'm some weirdo that wants her to be huge and that's it. Which isn't true.
I'm probably over thinking this but I needed to vent it out. Any advice would be appreciated lads.
