I’m done with this shit, no more of this.

My brain may actually be permanently fucked due to the amount of depraved shit I’ve jerked it too over my life.
I can’t view women like a normal person. I'm starting to realise just how much of a degenerate piece of shit that I am.
Im lucky my GF hasn’t left me already due to how much I ‘encourage’ her to gain, or to maintain a weight she’s not comfortable with.

She told me her BMI like an hour ago. I assumed she was something like 25-28, genuinely surprised that she was almost 35. I now realise just how fucked it was I got aroused by that. Didn’t occur to me how she might feel about it. I don’t want to be this person.

I’ve lost all concept of a healthy weight in women and I can’t take this shit any more. I’m done, I’m handing her my drive with all my porn next time I see her and telling her to never give it me back. This way if I relapse I know she’s gonna be disappointed in me, ought to keep me strong.

Wish me luck annons.
Its been a dishonour.

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We still in fact do have an IRC channel. Discord didn't completely kill it. Sometimes people talk.

Server: irc.rizon.net
Channel: #bbw-chan

Here is a widget to connect using Mibbit for if you don't have an IRC client(this runs in a browser): https://widget.mibbit.com/?settings=bd38dc59a49dcc7f530dfe851b5701b9&server=irc.rizon.net&channel=%23bbw-chan

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I have content I want to share but I'm anxious about legal repercussions. How do I alter a video's code so it can't be traced back to me?

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posting this in /gen/ cause I don't have any content to drop, but I noticed that Candii Kayn's Patreon is still up, despite her not uploading anymore and reading through her tier lists I saw she had a 100$ one that gave you access to a monthly long form stuffing video. So what I wanna know it was anyone clinically insane enough to sub at that level?

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For me I like OnlyFans since I can just see everything for one price, kind of like a Sexflix of sorts. But its way of clip sales (ppv) is absolutely shit, ManyVids does clips way better. It's just beautiful and they even take crypto. Clips4Sale is probably king in clips, but the site looks like it's from 2005 lol.

Curvage is okay since it's specifically for fatties and FantasyFeeder is too, but both have stupid viewing limits I think.

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Anyone know what is going on with her? She hasn't posted any videos in months now, or posted any update as to why, but is clearly still around as she's been posting on Feabie. One of my all time favourite models, so I really hope she hasn't retired.

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Definitely wouldn't mind feeding Florence Pugh 11 English dishes
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I'm a touring musician, producer & wilderness survival skills or first responder when not. I've literally been unable to pay attention to this other than occasionally. I pop back in and there are all these apps and sites, yet they're all scams or getting taken down. It inspired me a touch, then the usual "WTF seriously again with this behavioral pattern?" thoughts kicked in.

Personally I just go with my gut either way no matter the size of someone as it's more of the confidence as well as proportion. Doing that has led me consistently to women that ppl say are of the attributes for prime reproductive health/genetic reasons. As I'm in the entertainment industry I have heard tons for years on the growing acceptance of curves, both from extremely positive & negative outlooks. One gets in their focus & head with this type of work in designing the audio to visual etc and closes things out without realizing. Apparently I have done that again. Is it just because the "usual"? Now that its more desirable popular it's just being shredded by the money piranhas that I know that type of personally? (MASSIVE correlation in studies done between high success in these industries with being a sociopath, narcissis and other personality disorders but due to success they never have to deal with it). I'll leave it there other than, now that I have the time it would be nice to even chat with a confident curvy woman who isnt just trying to get their work published or something from me. I've heard mention of feabie or something & oui others but supposedly their no good. I'm either, touring, in studio lockdown mode or in a forest so that isnt conducive to meeting anyone but generally no good for me women.

P.S. excuse the general unusual for internet way I speak/write. It's not at all been my format since 2009 to the point where ppl don't understand me and I dont even know the acronyms and "app language" used, also just typed havent reread lol

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