>>254463Yes. The question is "what is the good and bad side of this disease?"
Her answer is (I'm paraphrasing) "there is no good side. My back hurts, i can't fit in anything i own (leans back and shows size) they hurt me, today when coming down the stairs i almost fell down because i can't see my own feet. People think i want attention, i don't, a man was recording me yesterday at the water park, i can't go anywhere without drawing attention. I made a promise to myself to get this done. I'm going to get this surgery soon. I need to be better"
In previous posts she talks about how she thought the growth was natural and was embracing it, but once she found out it was a disease she started freaking out. She later clarified to say that was at a much smaller size, and at her current size she's very scared, disease or not