>>129377Hey buddy, since you have been so invested in my therapy journey, I wanted to offer some encouragement in seeking out some of your own. It's always a good idea for yourself (and the world) to work on regulating/feeling your big emotions in healthy ways instead of wishing stranger's death on the internet. I promise, it's not too late for you and it gets better 🥺💕
Also just to clear any confusion - pronouns are she/her, only been in monoam relationships other than a few months in 2019, and I'm not *currently* seeing a therapist. I *was* diagnosed autistic a couple years back and I know that makes up at least half of y'all here, so hiiiii 😎