Not necessarily a inflation problem per se but moreso a regular porno problem, I'm a fucking degen at heart and nothing gonna change that, been into balloons as long as I can remember. It's always been the normal for ya boy, anyways:
everyday I wake up with a phone in my left hand and my dick in my right, and I'll endlessly scroll for hours on end. Thru likes, thru the forums, thru my vault. Anywhere, and I'll spend hours on hours of my precious time wasting away in the basement basically dedicating my life to inflated balloon people, sometimes I forget to eat, I only go up to like take a shit n whatnot or regular human shit but most of the day is smut and Balloon. Even after all the scrolling as
>>102809 put it, i never feel satisfied cus my hyperspecific smut will never be fulfilled and I leave with same Sunday morning original I've been zerkin' to for the past decade.
Due to the endless brainrot and depression it's invaded my life as well (the little regular life I do get to experince sometimes). It's like my mind goes blank everywhere I go and I can't stop thinking about inflated bitches. Almost every woman i meet or see on the street is ripe for inflating and I either take a mental image or maybe rarely snap a pic if I'm feeling particularly hopeless, then let imagination run wild. I think I've become so mastered at the art of smut that nowadays i don't even watch porn I just use my head and imagine the porn i want (yet I scroll anyways to get that dopamine hit)
When I'm not drunk, gooning, or asleep I'm thinking about all the ways to kill myself and all the emptiness in my bottomless pit, if I stay in my head for too long bad things tend to happen, so I try my best to run away but when that sun goes down, and all is said and done I can't escape myself. I doubt I'll live long, I'm moving out of my grandparents in a few months cus I don't want them to see me in the state I'm in no longer.
the only thing j long for nowadays is intimacy, I never felt the touch of a woman that isn't my momma, I'd at least like to know what its like to be hugged or what its like to cuddle.
Thanks, Violet