(File under shit talk/babble. Bored at work with too many thoughts and too much coffee.)
I like Rennaye, think her c4s stuff is high quality and creative. I've paid for plenty of it, happily. I get she wants to move out of adult stuff and she's comfortable in front of a camera, so why not rebrand as a YouTuber?
I started watching Planet with a Palate as a fan, thinking this would be a fun, accidentally-hot PG accompaniment to her X stuff. But it may have ruined the latter for me, while the show itself kinda... sucks. The more I find out about her life and that she's all-in at the batshit militant end of HAES the more she creeps me out. I'm not naive enough to think someone that size is playing with a full deck, but if I don't know the truth I can just fap and be happy.
How does it suck? Trying to speak objectively (i.e., not as an FA), obviously she knows how to eat but she's a pretty basic cook. You're not gonna learn much unless you were dropped into an Earth kitchen from Mars and don't know what to do. Her banter is okay but it's not particularly funny or informative and there's not a lot going on visually. Again, I'm not talking about getting off, as an FA either. Just that her kitchen/house is small and kinda ugly and she's mostly sitting on a chair leaning over her counter or stove, often same angle t/o.
And frankly, including her kid in a few vids gave me the willies. I get if you're approaching PWAP without having watched dozens of hours of her doing crazy kinky fetish shit it's not a thing — why not include her family? But she was still making c4s content at the same time... I also get she's gotta pay bills while she pivots but a long break seems more appropriate, and maybe restyle herself too. And if she wants to make a break from her Rennaye persona maybe don't have Ivy and other adult performers as guests...?
Re HAES: She stopped posting PWAPs a couple months ago with no warning. I figured she wasn't getting the numbers she'd hoped for and called it a day. Turns out she was seriously ill with cellulitis — again, not a shocker if you're thinking of her as a person and not a fantasy — and was in and out of the hospital.
I don't even follow PWAP on Instagram but I found this out the truth because the post explaining her absence came up in my feed. In the form of a video of her eating two (!) giant egg and spam (!) sandwiches while she talked about her health problems, financial difficulties, and other issues, which between the lines or otherwise are directly obesity-related.
She was obviously filtering out negative/troll comments on YT but there's no way to do that on Insta without blocking people individually. So of course there was all kinds of OMG WTF ARE YOU DOING comments, which make sense. She's 600ish pounds, a single mom, nearly died of an obesity-related illness in recent weeks... and here she's stuffing down a 2,500 calorie (easily) hyperprocessed, salt- and grease-laden breakfast.
She responded to a surprising number of comments, denying any of it has to do with her weight or ignoring that factor completely. Maybe more disturbing was how many people were coming to her defense. A lot of replies were "hey she's a person, don't be mean" but many more were other HAES nuts confirming her delusions.
I'm o/a a supporter of SA/FP but there are limits to everything. You can accept and even celebrate yourself as fat but when you wind up nearly dying in your 30s/40s, leaving an orphan, you have to bite the bullet and accept your fat isn't your friend.
Again — as fantasy, bring it on. IRL... yikes. The internet is weird.
Thanks for reading. Sorry.
>>43686Makes perfect sense to me. No one is harder on fat women than slightly less-fat women.
