>>38815I fixed the grammar on your post because trying to read it gave me a fucking headache.
1. It was early on in the site's history. What I would call its golden age (if there ever was one). I met a girl on there and she messaged me. I, of course, responded. We went out on a couple of dates. We nearly fucked in her car but all I did was play with her fat tits and belly. But, me being me, I wanted to meet her more often. Our work/life schedules didn't really match up. I would just work and chill while she was being a teacher, singing for her church, etc. Later, I broke things off. I felt like I was messing with her because I wasn't contacting her often enough (or vice versa, I don't know what you meant here). Then, in a fucked-up twist of fate, she ended up working at the same place I worked at the time. It was indeed awkward but she eventually quit. She quit because she wasn't satisfied with the training provided (or lack thereof) by our former employer. When we worked together, I just acted like she didn't exist. I don't know where she is now or what she's doing.
2. I met her on Feabie. Unlike the first girl I mentioned, she didn't live in the same town as me, but a bit away. We chatted and met up. Now, this was around the time of the pandemic. She had a pear-shaped body. So did her mother, but I digress. So we met up and went shopping, then I went home. We continued to talk throughout the pandemic. One time we went out and decided grab a bite. After we did, I asked her if she wanted to have sex. She agreed. I rented a hotel room and we did it. She had a fat wide ass, fat tits and a double belly. After we had sex I picked her up some food for later, dropped her at her house, then went home. I wanted to continue having sex with her, but she correctly assumed that I was primarily interested in sex. As a result, we drifted apart. Then I decided to talk to her again. When I did, she went back to her ex. He sexually assaulted her and left the state with his then-pregnant girlfriend. She was understandably scarred by this experience. She was no longer interested in sex due to what had happened. I still wanted to have sex with her, but I respected her boundaries. I let her know that she didn't have to have sex with me unless she wanted to. After that, we stopped talking yet again. I lost my job (at the aforementioned company). At this time, I decided to try talking to her again. I told her I just wanted to be friends, without any sex involved. I found out that she and her mom had a falling out (I think) and that she moved to another state as a result. Since I was unemployed at the time, I decided to ask her if she wanted to meet up and have a look around her new town together. When the time came for this meetup, I discovered she had blocked me on everything except (I assumed) text. I sent her an angry, vitriol-filled text and never spoke to her again.
3. This was around the time Feabie had started to become a shit show. I found one girl that was in town. But she rarely answered her messages on the site (which is understandable since I presume she was getting a lot of them from other men). Since she was a feedee, I sent her a few bucks on cashapp to see if she would respond. And she did. She told me she wanted to gain weight and get as fat as possible, which I was very interested in. She had an apple-shaped body. She was fun. Of course, we chatted off of Feabie. I went over to her place one night. We watched TV and she gave me head while I fondled her body. I came over every once in a while when she was free and we would just have sex. I tried to get her to eat but she rarely did. We stopped talking after a while due to schedule differences. I tried to talk to her a while back but I didn't receive any answer.
After leaving Feabie I felt as if I had broken off a shackle that is called Social Media. Part of me wanted to return, but I think it would be best if I stay off and find fat chicks on a different site or app. As with most relationships, I did grow and learn from my mistakes. I hope not to make the same mistakes in my next relationship. If I went back on Feabie now, I honestly don't think I would have the same luck as I had before.