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So, I’ve known since I was like 14 years old that I was into BBWs. I realized it when I discovered porn tagged with “curvy”, then I started looking at porn tagged with “chubby”, until I finally realized that BBW was the way. Like many, I would get teased about my preference in girls in high school, but by the time I got to college I realized I didn’t care what people thought and I went all in on chubby chasing.
So now I’ve been with my partner for about 9 years. She’s been fat her whole life pretty much, from childhood onwards. When we met, she was probably like 220 pounds, and over the course of our relationship she’s now closer to 300 (not due to feederism, just happened with lifestyle changes). Now the thing is, I think she’s pretty much perfect at her current size. If she were to gain more or lose a little bit of weight, it absolutely wouldn’t bother me. However, I also thought she was perfect when she weighed 80 pounds less, so maybe my idea of “perfect” is just based on however she currently looks.
But lately I got to thinking… would I still think she looked perfect if she were to suddenly become thin? There’s plenty of thin girls out there that I think are attractive from an objective standpoint, but subjectively I feel absolutely no arousal from seeing them. It’s sort of the reverse problem that most men have, where they might enjoy their wife’s body for years, but they lose attraction when she gains 150 pounds— sometimes ending in a breakup.
I know that in a loving relationship you adapt to your partner, but I’ve been thinking about this lately and it’s been giving me anxiety. Given her lifelong history of being fat, I don’t really think it’s likely for her to get thin anytime soon, maybe never. She also obviously knows how much I like her fatness and she even thinks that she (and other women) just look better when they’re heavy. But while I tell myself that liking BBWs is just a preference, another part of me feels like it might be a requirement at this point, and weight is not a permanent feature.
Also, being in the situation that I’m in, it often makes me think about how wanting my girlfriend to be fat could very well be taking years off her life just due to the known health problems. Hypothetically, she might have a longer life if she were to lose weight, so liking her at 300 pounds might actually shorten our time together. I know for a fact that she’s thought about whether or not I’d be attracted to her if she were thin, so if it came down to her maintaining her weight for my preference, the possible health issues down the line would kinda be on me.
Have you ever dealt with weight loss in a relationship? Was it a dealbreaker for you? How do you cope with a fetish that is inherently unhealthy for the other person if you plan on spending the rest of your life with them?
So now I’ve been with my partner for about 9 years. She’s been fat her whole life pretty much, from childhood onwards. When we met, she was probably like 220 pounds, and over the course of our relationship she’s now closer to 300 (not due to feederism, just happened with lifestyle changes). Now the thing is, I think she’s pretty much perfect at her current size. If she were to gain more or lose a little bit of weight, it absolutely wouldn’t bother me. However, I also thought she was perfect when she weighed 80 pounds less, so maybe my idea of “perfect” is just based on however she currently looks.
But lately I got to thinking… would I still think she looked perfect if she were to suddenly become thin? There’s plenty of thin girls out there that I think are attractive from an objective standpoint, but subjectively I feel absolutely no arousal from seeing them. It’s sort of the reverse problem that most men have, where they might enjoy their wife’s body for years, but they lose attraction when she gains 150 pounds— sometimes ending in a breakup.
I know that in a loving relationship you adapt to your partner, but I’ve been thinking about this lately and it’s been giving me anxiety. Given her lifelong history of being fat, I don’t really think it’s likely for her to get thin anytime soon, maybe never. She also obviously knows how much I like her fatness and she even thinks that she (and other women) just look better when they’re heavy. But while I tell myself that liking BBWs is just a preference, another part of me feels like it might be a requirement at this point, and weight is not a permanent feature.
Also, being in the situation that I’m in, it often makes me think about how wanting my girlfriend to be fat could very well be taking years off her life just due to the known health problems. Hypothetically, she might have a longer life if she were to lose weight, so liking her at 300 pounds might actually shorten our time together. I know for a fact that she’s thought about whether or not I’d be attracted to her if she were thin, so if it came down to her maintaining her weight for my preference, the possible health issues down the line would kinda be on me.
Have you ever dealt with weight loss in a relationship? Was it a dealbreaker for you? How do you cope with a fetish that is inherently unhealthy for the other person if you plan on spending the rest of your life with them?