>Age:22
>Country:This one
>Age when you realized you're into fat women:11. That fat camp TLC show imprinted on me.
>Favorite (ss)bbws:Randalin, Superdome, Amber Rachdi (she still looks amazing), Lexxxi Luke, Kellie Kay, Dankii, Asshley, Echo, Teighlor, Gina, Paula, Native, Patty, Bobbi Jo, Vanilla, Amazon Amanda, Hayley the new girl, Jenni & Diva, Mal Malloy (what a comeback!!!!) and the late and great Purple Rose. Viva La Valerie is an honorable mention. I just miss her
>How do you feel about your fetish?:Similarly to
>>11886 (you’re thinking of mayra rosales btw)
Pretty much all the points they mentioned, especially the lack of an upper size limit and how nobody knows about it. Main difference is that it’s always been more of a preference to me than a fetish and also I fucking hate it!!!
I’m way too insecure to be as crazy about fat girls as I am and I’m resigned to this fact.
I’m going steady with a thin girl. We’re open. It’s lame. She was bigger before we met (-250) and her meds made her lose it all. She likes her body a lot more now. Me? Not so much. I like it, I just like bigger women more, and she’s getting suspicious. Pain in the ass since she’s really into me regardless.
I feel so ashamed all the time and I know I shouldn’t. It’s as much in my control as my height. I’m trying not to feel ashamed. I’m trying. I know nobody really cares. I know she’ll probably end up getting fatter with time anyhow. And I know it’s literally not that big of a deal compared to what’s out there. But it’s my deal. I can’t help but associate it with shame.
I need advice guys. I’ve done my research on where to find them and how to score. I just want to learn to be ok with it. I’m tired of living like this.