>>24193 (OP) When I was 14 I used to doodle penises on photos of cute women. I thought it was cool. I have never been gay. I like cute women.
I began developing my artistic skills at 12 years old in an art class I took in school over the summer break. I met a cute girl in lunch 2 years later who took an interest to my drawings. She was blonde and I was trying to impress her so I made her laugh by doodling huge cocks on girls. I always loved women. I did those drawings because I liked her.
The drawings sucked compared to my later more recent drawings because I had only been doing art for 2 years at that point.