I don’t think I’m even aroused by fatness anymore. It’s all just morbid curiosity. Every women I meet I imagine them fat not because it turns me on but just because I wanna know what it looks like. Of course I still get a boner but I don’t even acknowledge it. I keep encouraging feedees on discord to gain just to see what they look like with 20 more pounds. Does anyone else feel this or has 13 years of unmitigated consumption of pornography broken my perception of reality.

>or has 13 years of unmitigated consumption of pornography broken my perception of reality

Ya your gray matter has been borked just like millions of other men. I understand what you mean though but I love fat firstly on a primal autistic level divorced from Sex.

It's so over

>>15451 (OP)
take a break from fapping for a couple days, arousal from fatness will return. I don't buy into the no fap nonsense but if you fap multiple times every day it can sometimes cause you to feel the way you described

>>15452
based fellow autist