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Every time I see a fat woman in person, I am tempted to rape her. The temptation correlates directly with how fat she is.
For example, yesterday, I was on an evening light rail and an unfortunately ugly but massively fat woman boarded. She was at least 500 pounds, with stretch clothes that showed her massive bulk and fat seeping out of it everywhere. Her shirt was essentially a bra. Her massive belly hung out and she took up two seats, her bare belly skin touching the armrests at either side. Her ass was poking out of her pants. Her arms were grotesquely fat, easily the size of a thin woman's waist. Even her fat feet were bursting out of her flats. To make matters worse, She was the only one in that cart with me, and the temptation was flipped up to an 11.
I got up and approached her, hyperventilating and unable to swallow my saliva. I reached her and, with a trembling voice, said hi. My whole body was shaking uncontrollably at this point. I was sweating, and my heartbeat was loud in my ears. I had a massive erection that was clearly obscene in my stretch shorts. She looked nervous, tbh.
I think she knew the evil deeds in my heart. Luckily, the lightrail slowed down to the next stop and a small crowd of people were waiting to get into my cart. I ran out as fast as I could, despite this not being my stop, hid behind a bush under the staircase and fapped twice in a row. I made a mess, too. I'm sure anyone that saw me afterwards knew what the stains on my shirt and shorts were from. I didn't care: at least I didn't rape.
So how do you deal with these urges? When you have the perfect opportunity to rape a massive woman? What psychological tricks do you use to stop yourself? What can I do? I do NOT want to rape, but it is getting harder and harder every day as women just keep growing fatter and fatter. Once they reach a certain level of fatness, they can barely move. It seems like it would be so easy to rape them, even if it is not oral, vaginal, or anal rape; instead just fucking their rolls.
For the most part, I am just trying to avoid temptation. I stay home. When I go out, I try to stay within sight of crowds because I know that will help reduce the temptation. This isn't living anymore. I need to be stronger, but I feel my will shrinking every day.
Help!
For example, yesterday, I was on an evening light rail and an unfortunately ugly but massively fat woman boarded. She was at least 500 pounds, with stretch clothes that showed her massive bulk and fat seeping out of it everywhere. Her shirt was essentially a bra. Her massive belly hung out and she took up two seats, her bare belly skin touching the armrests at either side. Her ass was poking out of her pants. Her arms were grotesquely fat, easily the size of a thin woman's waist. Even her fat feet were bursting out of her flats. To make matters worse, She was the only one in that cart with me, and the temptation was flipped up to an 11.
I got up and approached her, hyperventilating and unable to swallow my saliva. I reached her and, with a trembling voice, said hi. My whole body was shaking uncontrollably at this point. I was sweating, and my heartbeat was loud in my ears. I had a massive erection that was clearly obscene in my stretch shorts. She looked nervous, tbh.
I think she knew the evil deeds in my heart. Luckily, the lightrail slowed down to the next stop and a small crowd of people were waiting to get into my cart. I ran out as fast as I could, despite this not being my stop, hid behind a bush under the staircase and fapped twice in a row. I made a mess, too. I'm sure anyone that saw me afterwards knew what the stains on my shirt and shorts were from. I didn't care: at least I didn't rape.
So how do you deal with these urges? When you have the perfect opportunity to rape a massive woman? What psychological tricks do you use to stop yourself? What can I do? I do NOT want to rape, but it is getting harder and harder every day as women just keep growing fatter and fatter. Once they reach a certain level of fatness, they can barely move. It seems like it would be so easy to rape them, even if it is not oral, vaginal, or anal rape; instead just fucking their rolls.
For the most part, I am just trying to avoid temptation. I stay home. When I go out, I try to stay within sight of crowds because I know that will help reduce the temptation. This isn't living anymore. I need to be stronger, but I feel my will shrinking every day.
Help!