>>112604Yo you the dev/writer/illustrator for Apostle? As huntress said, compliments to the creators. Genuinely. The game is damn amazing
For the longest time I've avoided it and similar themed stuff (Degrees of Lewdity and Katawa Shoujo, among other things) like a plague because they have the reputation as dreadfully depressing as Berserk or Bloodborne and the like. I always thought, what the hell, why would anyone willingly put up fucked up shit into their porn but
actually portray it as fucked up? Doesn't it stain the ideal image of what the kink should be? Why would a porn media willingly show the painful after effects of, say, NTR? Or con-non-con? Just how terrifying rape is? Health issues wrecking BBWs and BHMs? The actual less-than-stellar childrearing after pregnancy? The long and painful grieving of the family members left by a vore victim? Of course, yes, for some fetish and some people those are inherently part of the package, but most prefer something more vanilla, no?
And yet many enjoyed the media regardless.
Doesn't make sense. It would just be so
much easier to masturbate to the sex scenes if everyone had been fat fucks all this time, that it's a funny, hot, kinky shit for someone to blow up from 100 lbs to half a ton from a day non stop of eating, that the witches wear scanty "robes", that all their attacks are naughty tube feeders or tentacles, that the melee attacks of the average goomba is ass spanking and belly slapping, that the game is a glorified excel sheet plastered over with renpy engine and poor, shitty 3daz models, or worse an ai slop text adventure with no art whatso fucking ever.
But then I played the latest update and it was that one gif of danny devito 'I get it'.
When the setting makes your stomach retch and the suffering is so very abundant, when so many characters are so fucking cruel, when the world beats the shit out of the characters again and again and again, every single time the characters stand back up is the most hot, sexy thing ever. Every little progress is so monumental. Every little happiness is a big flaring fuck you against the cruel, cruel world. Really, hope should be a synonym for jizz. Yea sure there's people who jack off to the despair too but it seems to be more niche. Even a sub and a masochist want a happy ending most of the time. What a terrifyingly powerful feeling.
Once again, ball busting awesome game 10/10 no notes
oddly, If I had a nickel for every time a fat fetish adjacent game deals with the lore point of everyone being thrown into Hell for eternity regardless of sin and a big faction's goal is to buttfuck god in the ass (figurately) by dismantling said Hell, I'd have three nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened thrice.